Four Mile Creek meanders through the woodlands of Northern
Erie County Pennsylvania and empties into Lake Erie .
Over the eon's it's slow moving waters have cut a large swath of land, and one
of the more spectacular creations of the small creek is a mile long ravine
called Wintergreen Gorge.
From Prehistoric until Colonial times the Gorge and creeks
path provided a clear route to the Lake for both the
local Native Americans and European Settlers. Ancient Indian war trails line
both sides of the Creek, trails that were used by the Seneca Indians as they
waged their war with the local Eriez Indians before the white man entered the
area. Many intrepid amateur archaeologist and even professionals from the local
Penn State Erie have found a rich stash of pre-Colonial Native American
artifacts lining the paths and cliff sides of the small waterway.
My friend Tim grew up in a small house on the banks of Four
Mile Creek, near the thousands of acres that made up the Penn State Erie's
Wintergreen Gorge. Tim Randall grew up hiking and exploring the endless trails
that crisscross the ivy covered cliffs of Four Mile. From the age of six onward
there was hardly a day that passed that you would not find him with walking
stick in hand on his way to have a new journey.
And many of his adventures were fruitful indeed.
He had found a treasure trove of arrowheads and discarded
pottery near ancient Indian campsites, as well as early European coins and
sword hilts. Perhaps the most spectacular discovery he made was an out of the
way vale on the Westerns side of the Gorge, far off any path, that was covered
in thick foliage and had hearty vines from which you could safely swing out
into and across the vale. In this mystic sanctuary it was hard to believe that
you were less than a mile away from a major Interstate
Highway and close to one of the largest cities in
the State of Pennsylvania .
Most of the time in his journeys of exploration he had the
constant companionship of a large Newfoundland
Dog named 'Dutch'. 'Dutch' was a birthday gift for Tim from his father on his
10th birthday. From that day the two were inseparable. Despite its formidable
and imposing size, the large black canine was the most gentle of creatures that
I had ever encountered. With thick webbed feet, the dog is specialized for
water rescue and there were numerous times while traversing the slippery, slime
covered slate of the creek bottom that Tim would fall into a nearby pool. Dutch
would inevitably jump into the pond, no matter the depth, to rescue his little
master. Dutch lived a very long life and died at the age of 14 years. Needless
to say, Tim was devastated. Though many women had come and gone in his life,
Dutch was his best friend and constant companion. Moreover, the loyal Newfoundland
was a constant assurance of unconditional love in a life filled with turmoil
and difficulty.
For you see, throughout his life Tim was in and out of
trouble in one way or another. In Grade School he was the practical joker who
held the attention of the entire class. He ended up many times in the
principles office and there were many calls to his parents concerning his
disruptive behavior. In his teens Tim moved from being the class clown to being
the chief stoner, sampling any kind of illicit substance that came his way.
Gradually, his meager funds could not keep up with his veracious appetite for
illegal pharmaceuticals and he turned to crime. First it was shoplifting and
then it escalated into burglary. Sadly, when he was 17 he was sent away to a
juvenile detention facility a few months after he was caught shoplifting at the
local mall.
But even this close brush with the law did not stop Tim's
lust for mind altering pharmaceuticals. By his early 20's he was dealing drugs
and breaking into houses to sustain his addiction. At age 24, when Dutch died,
his downward spiral seemed to escalate. In response, he ventured into harder
drugs in order to find the release that he could no longer find in marijuana
and LSD.
In the fruitless attempt to numb his constant inner pain he
turned into a ghost of himself.
As the effects of a hard life aged him far beyond his years,
eventually he was no longer the happy go lucky jokester of his youth. By age 25
he was a morose and antisocial malcontent . The only legitimate earnings that
he made during this time of his life were while working in a fast food
restaurant.
Unfortunately, after only working there 6 months, he and his
manager (who also had a drug habit) cooked up a phony robbery scheme so they
could pocket the bi-weekly deposit. But the plan unraveled quicker than it was
hatched and both Tim and his manager found themselves in jail before they could
spend even a penny of their ill gotten gain.
Whether it was the forced detox of the prison stay or the
new found faith he professed after serving his sentence, Tim was a changed man
after his incarceration.
He began to attend church and devoted himself to make up for
all the wrongs he had done in his short life. He even fell in love with a
beautiful young girl who attended the Cathedral where he attended mass. Their
courtship was a short, but very romantic, fairy tale relationship. Tim felt
truly loved by a significant other for the first time in his life. The young
lady loved him more and more each day. Within 6 short months of dating, they
were engaged.
Unfortunately, Tim's Bachelor party was at a local bar and
pressured by his old friends, he drank alcohol for the first time in many
years. Like a dehydrated man who could not quench his long denied thirst, he
drank too much, and on his way home he drove off the road and struck at tree at
65 miles per hour without wearing a seat belt and with no airbag.
He was dead on impact.
The funeral was the darkest day the Randall family had ever
experienced. Their oldest son who had gone through so much heartache and grief
was on the brink of experiencing everything he had ever wanted, but was cut
just short of finding true fulfillment in life.
That dark day was almost 20 years ago.
I often think of Tim as I hike the miles of trails in the
Wintergreen Gorge area of Four Mile Creek with my son. All those years ago when
I was my son's age I was introduced to the beauty of the Gorge by Tim one
Saturday afternoon. Though I lived only a half mile away from the woodland, I
had never explored that far down the creek. Its large imposing cliffs,
waterfalls, and dense conifer forests are a treasure; I often thank him as I
walk through the areas we frequented together in our youth.
One afternoon in 2006 I was walking the trails of Penn State
Erie near the 'Devil's Backbone', an area near the Gorge's peak where the
creek's path turns dramatically, leaving a narrow path with cliff faces of over
100 feet on either side. It was an area where Tim and I would sit for hours and
talk about everything from movies to the latest school gossip. The trail gently
slopes down from the peak and then, after the barren area of the 'Backbone', it
drops back into a fully wooded path. I was just coming onto the barren area
when at the far edge where the path drops into the trees I saw a young boy and
a large dog walking down that far edge and disappear. I was taken aback a bit
because for the life of me I swore it looked just like Tim and Dutch did 20
years ago. With curiosity I quickly made my way to the other side of the
clearing so I could watch as the boy and his dog descended the steep trail. But
when I got to the other side mere seconds later they were nowhere to be seen.
Perhaps they had quickly made it down through the underbrush
or else I was just seeing things. I logged it in the back of my mind and
continued on with my hike, enjoying the refreshing walk in the wilderness.
It wasn't until months later while having coffee with an old
high school friend, Donna Bradburry, that the significance of the event truly
sank in. Donna and her husband Eric love to hike the Gorge as well. Donna grew
up near the Creek and knew the grounds almost as well as Tim did. She knew Tim
from both encounters in the woods and school but she never really liked him,
for he had picked on her ruthlessly through Grade School and Junior High
because of her weight. They did have a reconciling of sorts shortly before his
death when they ran into each other at a social event. Tim had apologized
profusely for treating her the way he did, and she saw him in a new light.
She was there a few months later at one of his viewings.
It was shortly a year afterward that she began seeing Tim
and Dutch walking in the woods. At first, like me, she thought it was a figment
of her imagination. She had seen them from a distance numerous times and she
was sure that it was just another young boy with a large dog walking in the
woods. But after seeing the same boy and dog a few times over the span of five
years she began to realize that something strange was indeed happening in the
thick woods of Wintergreen Gorge, for the boy never seemed to age and his
clothing never changed. It was in the spring of 1999 while walking alone down
the Creek that she had a closer encounter with the mysterious dog and boy. She
was on the Creek bed coming around a bend when she saw the two of them walking
parallel to her on the ridge pathway to her left. She was only twenty feet or
less from them when she first caught sight of them. The boy turned to look her
in the eyes before he quickly disappeared into the dense foliage next to the
creek.
It was Tim.
Not the Tim she had met during the reconciliation years
before or the bullying teen she remembered from her tortured high school days.
It was the little 12 year old Tim, the young prankster. The
innocent little boy before he had been severely ravaged by drugs and alcohol.
And Donna was sure that the dog was Dutch.
She wanted to run up the lip of the embankment and confirm
her fears but she was too shaken by the experience. She knew what she had seen.
She had seen him twice after that close encounter but only
from the back and at a distance, just as I had. But it was the same boy, in the
same clothes with the same dog.
We sat there together in quiet contemplation for a while
after she shared her story. Had Tim Randall finally found peace in the
afterlife by endlessly repeating the only thing that ever gave him true
happiness?
To some such a fate would seem akin to purgatory or even a
form of hell. But knowing the tragic life of Tim it seemed a fitting rest if he
could wander the Earth for a while with his faithful dog. After having such a
tragic and unfulfilling short life it seems appropriate if he could be given a
few extra years to relive and enjoy one of the only times he was loved unconditionally
and lived fully.
Even if that time is relived in death.
Until Next Time,
Pastor Swope
